Complete Surrender; I AM near the cross!

I AM complete when I am near cross!

It amazes me when someone does something to wrong you; then out of love you walk away to keep peace. But the first words that come forth from their mouth is YOU DONT HAVE TO BE SO OFFENDED....but what they did not realize was that my love covers. If I had not walked away, my pain would have caused God's wrath to shone down on them, but to keep them under his mercy I decided to depart from them on the journey.

All is need but I apologize in order for reconciliation to take place. Many people never admits their faults because of pride. The bible is very clear on PRIDE. It comes right before the Fall...Dont allow your friendship to be wasted or destroyed because you were too prideful to admit your faults. A lot of people would not be walking in error if only the person would admit they were wrong and attempt to work at making it right...

"A small gesture of an apology can weigh so much and go a long way."

The only true path is the path that begins with and ends with “Yet not my will be done but thine.” This is the glorious path of victory, the path of faith, the path of death but this path leads to life and that more abundantly. I found myself struggling more on this path when I begin to pray for more of God's love. I wanted to feel the depth of love that God had for his people. Wow, I was in a great surprise because the more I begin to love the more it felt I was opening myself up to greater hurts. This path will be the life that He chose for us, with all of its trials and tribulations, but to be in the radical center of His will is to be on the narrow path that leads to life. Although, the tears flow, oh Lord they are for your glory. In all I do; my entire being, body, and soul is to live and walk this life out so it may be a reflection of you. I only desire to be a willing vessel and a light to others. I can't understand why I am often betrayed the most by the ones who are the closest to me. I do nothing but give, Oh Lord, but it seems the more I give the more is taken from me. It leaves me asking, What is true love? Does it really exists? How can I enjoy life and love when in fact it hurts so badly?

Your words say, Eye has not seen; nor has ear heard the things which you have in store for us, but by your Spirit these things have been revealed. If the truth be asked, why is it that the human beings find so much fulfillment in materialistic and idol things than in the heavenly net of the abundance of your love, wisdom, compassion, mercy and grace for them. Why do they feel so disconnected to you my Lord? Pain is forever flowing deep in their souls like an ache that can never be found in order it may be healed. It feels like the dessert without rain, or the sky with no sun or stars....Being apart from you Oh Lord is a sense of worthlessness...Your people need you Oh Lord...Many times I stopped and questioned my purpose while on this journey, but each time you remind me by fulfilling my heart with more love because you sent me to demonstrate love to your people as you have done us...Oh how can I ever imagine to stop because the enemy has planted another one in my life to betray and hurt me, my life belongs to you oh lord...


A shared happiness is twice the happiness. A shared sadness is half the sadness.

2 Corinthians 12:8 (ASV) 8 Concerning this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me. ”

We know that Paul did not get His healing but He bows to the will of God and exclaims “Most gladly therefore I will rather glory in my infirmities that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Luk 22:42 saying, Father, if You are willing, remove this cup from Me. Yet not My will, but Yours be done....

Let love be your guide, it covers a multitude of sins...

Purified Daughter
www.purifiedhealings.com

THOUGHTS OR A DREAM

THOUGHTS OR A DREAM:

I don't expect many of you to be able to travel with me on this next journey. Most of you have closed minds and are blocked by the hindrance of fear--fear of the unknown or fear of someone's else presumptions or false notations. But I am not alone. There are many more that has already gone before me and has indeed paved the way for me. The path of my quest is beginning to be much brighter as I continue to remain open!

When you communicate to me, you are not speaking directly to me; you are merely having a dialogue with my thoughts...

Everything around me seems so real, but it is all just an imaginary image because in reality we are not from this place. We are just foreigners in this strange land! I felt like a stranger, a foreigner in a strange land. I long to come home where things are familiar and comfortable....

1 Peter 2:11-12, "Dear friends, I urge you, as aliens and strangers in the world, to abstain from sinful desires, which war against your soul. (12) But, you are called to separate yourselves from this strange land - You are called "to abstain from sinful desires, which war against your soul."

The more we want in this world, the more the longing desires separate us from where we are actually from...The more we gain in this world, the more we becomes separated from our Creator and the more we are as Adam when he fell in the garden. We too become fallen creatures in HIM (God). Our desires to be more pleasing to our flesh becomes like Adam's fall that was brought to all of humanity; it becomes a sinful nature. Yes, indeed we are all born with the desire to please ourselves and not God. We want to fulfill the desires of our flesh. We are sinful by nature, but if receiving a Gift from God fulfills our deepest cravings, then why do many of you still go around with a crave to be deceitful, lie, steal, gossip, bear false witness against your brother and sisters, demonstrate a deep desire of greed, murder, and the worst of them all build and worship idols of gods, i.e. money, cars, houses, people, educations, wealth, fame, etc...?

Yet, we say we are transformed and am a Christian, and have the Lord living within us. We are taught to believe he has given us a new heart and new mind. We confess we have the mind of Christ, but we are not being totally REAL with ourselves nor those around us. We confess we are no longer dead in our sins and no longer a slave to sin, but yet you have no control over your own desires not even your deepest thoughts or better yet your small tongue which is the deadliest of them all. Do you? Do you have the ability to change? If so, why haven't you become a demonstration to yourself and those around you? You must be tired of the same sphere of circling the same path. Are you? Are you tired of the same ole same, day in..day out; every year? Are you in a pattern that has been become full of loose pieces? Do you know how to break free? Do you need answers beyond your life's experience or former training or previous teachings?

Therefore, you wage war against the sinful desires of your own flesh or better yet your own self. You are called to abstain from those sinful desires, but until you can experience the unknown and BECOME OPEN; you will always be a slave to your own self & thoughts...

We are called out of the world to be sanctified, to be holy; to be purified, to be healed but in order to gain all of our desires, we must first pass the test of our deepest cravings. The things you want the most must be the things you least desire...

         THE MOMENT YOU LET GO IS THE MOMENT YOU ACTUALLY CAN BEGIN TO GAIN...THE MOMENT YOU LEARN TO LOVE & FORGIVE IS THE MOMENT YOU LEARN TO LIVE...

Thoughts of a Dreamer, At night, what are your dreams speaking to you? During the day, what are your thoughts telling you?


~Purified Daughter ♥   www.purifiedhealings.com 

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Metamorphosed....WOMEN, DO YOU KNOW YOUR WORTH?

 WOMEN, DO YOU KNOW YOUR WORTH?

Metamorphosed means to change the form or nature of: Transform! The one thing that saddens my heart is when I see my Sister 'n Christ,  a WOMAN who has great potential that lies ahead of her, but she has chosen to cohabit together with a man, whom is without a vision, he is not her husband, and she has chosen to trade her most precious jewels (self, time, wisdom) for a void empty ticket to a false success and fulfilment. Sisters, you have been with him for 10+ years, had and raised his children & practically been the mother 'n father in the home, cooked him hot meals, washed his clothes, cleaned his house, BEEN THE HELP MEET and done everything else a HELP MEET is required to do...What were you thinking? He has no intentions in making you a QUEEN, when you can be his cheap HARLOT. He may take you out, showcase you in public with him, treat you as a valuable prize in the presence of his friends, but it is not him that is not receiving honor. Surely, you are a diamond and you make him shine everytime you are out in public with him, it is YOU that have traded your worth and carrying the crown of disgrace. You have just been labeled as a high price escourted Coach, not a queen or his wife, but a coach (prostitute)! My grandmother use to say:

WHY PAY FOR THE COW WHEN YOU CAN MILK HER FOR FREE?

Those grandmothers had a way with words! On the otherhand, my grandfather would say, "A MAN WILL DO ONLY WHAT A WOMAN ALLOWS HIM TO DO!" Whoa, grandfather had a strong comeback, too. Sister, you have been milked for free and sold for pennies off the shelf. Wake Up and see your Worth. Then, you say...'BUT I AM HIS BABY MAMA. I AM A CHRISTIAN', I AM A PROVERBS 31 WOMAN. You may be a proverbs 31 christian woman, but because of your folly you have chosen to trade your heavenly inheritance for a wild useless earthly cause. WAKE UP, STOP SOARING YOUR OATS AMONG WILD FIELD FILLED WITH WILD THORNS [TARES] & UNFERTILE SOILS [DEAD GROUND]. ~There is NO RETURN  in this kind of sowing.

The bible says, (1 Peter 2:9) "But you are not like that, for you are a chosen people. You are royal priests, a holy nation, God's very own possession. As a result, you can show others the goodness of God, for he called you out of the darkness into his wonderful light."

Recently, I received a phone call from an old friend that I had not seen in quite some time during the week of my birthday. He called to wish me a happy birthday and asked to take me out for my birthday. Well, upon meeting him at the place of his choice (CHICK-FIL-A) to get icecream...Whoah, that is really big! Yeah, right! As we sat at the table eating icecream, he said the magic words. The words all women desire to hear, "I love you...!" I smiled and responded to say, "And Jesus loves you too!" He looked perplexed because obviously he was not expecting that answer in return. Then, he asked me the question. The one all woman patiently waits and long to hear, "What will it take to get you to marry me? Will you marry me...? I without hesitation, looked down at my icecream, look around at where he had decided to take me for my birthday (which represented a special day), took a close spiritual look at him and again without hesitation and answered him...

Brother, I have been metamorphosed (transformed). Year after year, you continue to ask me that same question. The first year I met you (2004) you had no relationship with Jesus, well after sharing with you my love and faith for Jesus, now I see you have developed a relationship in him. Well, the next few years, from (2006-2010) I have seen the seed of salvation grow within you. I have shared with you many things I see that is a hinderance to your spirutal growth, but you have continously refused to lay them aside and allow God to equip you to be the King that lies within you. During that time, I continued to share with you the importance of having a Godly vision and the right pillars (people) in your life, but still you have ignored the pearls (wisdom) that I have so unselfishly shared with you. You have asked me that same question over numerous times & each time I continue to demonstrate how valuable you are too me as a brother 'n Christ and as a friend...

I went on to say to him,

I am a woman of vision. I am a woman of purpose. I am a woman of standards. I am a woman of noble character. I am a woman of good grace. I am a woman of generousity. I am a woman of worth...I AM A PROVERBS 31 WOMAN, NOT BECAUSE I AM MARRIED TO AN EARTHLY MAN, BUT BECAUSE I AM MARRIED TO JESUS CHRIST, `I AM A BRIDE OF CHRIST.` I am walking in the highest position in the earth as a wife...The Bride of a Priest, King, Son of Noble character, Bread of Life (JESUS CHRIST). The Bride of Christ is the high, purified and holy calling for Christ. Tell me brother..."Why would I dare trade my heavenly position, for an earthly temporary position and having looking around and having considered how how you think of me to take a King's Daughter to a chicken restaurant to eat icecream? You want me to be a noble woman to you, cook you hot meals, clean for you, care for you and be a help meet for you, but is this how you view me; as a cheap piece of meat (chicken) eating icecream? Well, I paused and with loving spoken words back to him and said, "I believe you have received your answer."

Well, that has not stopped him, because he has since asked me again...Well, his persistence does not dictate nor does it alters my answer. My answer is connected to my Kingdom assignment. "I AM A BRIDE OF CHRIST!"

Women, stop trading your profitable worth for a temporary worthless useless value. I am not saying marriage is not a good thing, for it should be a gift from God, but God is not going to allow you to stack & shack with a man and test the waters before you commit to take the covenant journey. Knowing that marriage is ordained and blessed by God should give us great comfort, however the enemy lucifer has fought God from then beginning. Lucifer is working overtime to disrupt and destroy families by using every kind of weapon such as: lies, deceit, manipulation, perverted corrupt conversations, lust which leads to adultery, and so forth. God will not release to you a man that has not found satisfaction in the Heart of God. He wil not grant you to be with a man who is not able to care for you spiritually and financially. God cares for you and he delights in you. He will not cause you to be put to openly shame. He created the 'BEST FOR YOU. I leave you with this scripture from the bible,

(Proverbs 31:18, 26-27)
 [18] She sees that her trading is profitable, and her lamp does not go out at night.
[26] "She speaks with wisdom, and faithful instruction is on her tongue. [27] She watches over the affairs of her household and does not eat the bread of idleness.

(Proverbs 10:29-30)
[29] Many women do noble things, but you surpass them all. [30] Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised.

WOMEN, KNOW YOUR WORTH! Stop trading yourself to a Pawn Shopper; when God has created you to a valuable jewel with a high priceless value attached to you. Do you not know Your Maker is your husband— the Lord Almighty is his name. (Isaiah. 54:5)

You may be a Proverbs 31 Woman, but I AM... "THE BRIDE OF CHRIST". I AM a woman of Royalty, and the only way to purchase me is going through God, and you have to be chosen to approach me in any manner....Why? Because I have taken my stand which is beyond a Proverbs 31 Woman, I AM a Woman of Royalty, I have chosen to be presented perfect to Jesus Christ...I AM THE BRIDE OF CHRIST.

I am jealous for you with a godly jealousy. I promised you to one husband, to Christ, so that I might present you as a pure virgin to him. (2 Cor. 11:2)

"Hallelujah! For our Lord God Almighty reigns. Let us rejoice and be glad and give him glory! For the wedding of the Lamb has come, and his bride has made herself ready. Fine linen, bright and clean, was given her to wear." (Fine linen stands for the righteous acts of the saints.) (Rev. 19:6-8) (bright and clean stands for purity)
Those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the likeness of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. (Rom. 8:29)

Woman, Don't Become a useless trade in a pawn shop of a pawn shopper. Resist his cheap offer. When a man approaches you, make sure he is wearing the right Spiritual Makeup. WOMEN, KNOW YOUR WORTH! There is a Bride that will be presented perfect to Jesus Christ, will it be YOU?

 ~ (Purified Daughter)

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CREATED FROM WITHIN: True Beauty comes from the Inside!

 They say we can actually turn our ashes into beauty and become TRUE WOMEN OF ENCOURAGEMENT. Of course this is indeed a true statement, but it will definitely take some work on our behalf to make this stage of metamorphosis come into effect. Nothing worth having comes by us very easily. In life, we have to work at much but the true work is, "CREATED FROM WITHIN, because True Beauty comes from the Inside!"

Recently, I received a very profound prophecy from a very inspiring woman of God. She posted on my facebook page (Purified Daughter) and this is what she had to say,

"Greetings to you Woman of God. Blessings as you walk into this New Year Greatness awaits you. The Father has much in store for you. Too whom much is given much is required. I am stretching you beyond your physical altitude but your spiritual man is able to handle it. I called you to be a Spiritual mother even at a young age you will mentor and train those that are much much older than you. There is so much wisdom and knowledge that lies inside of you. The Words that I have placed in your mouth is like an axe that cuts to the root and destroys. People often misunderstand you WOG but you must speak the heart of God" 

Wow, talking about the timing of God! Those words were so profound and rich; they actually warmed my heart like an energy efficient 100 watt light bulb. It was just like yesterday when I actually heard those exact same words from the Spirit of God as He spoke them directly to me. It all started in 1997, I had a baby son. He was my 4th child and all of them had been out of wedlock. Life was very challenging for me back then. I often imagined life full of heartaches and pains. I was so tired of having babies, but I was not tired of having unprotected dirty sex and being a straight unclean fornicator. Each time I had a baby out of wedlock , I saw God's mercy upon my life when he birthed forth new healthy baby in the form of a beautiful sociable lovable butterfly, but this time after my fourth child I begin to feel very remorseful and sadden in my heart that I had once again turned my back on God and fell into the trap of the sexual sin once more. This pain in my heart was unbearable and I was at a stage of death or totally surrendering my life to Christ, but all I knew was that a change was indeed mandatory for my life. So, I did what was in my heart at that time. I knew I did not have enough will power or strength to keep me away from sinful sex, so I decided to play God and made the worst decision of my life. I did what we always so, act before we think to consult it with God first. The thoughts begin to travel from my mind to my heart then they slowly begin to resonate in my inner most being. I profoundly heard the voice of the Holy Spirit say, "Don't do it!" The Prophetic Voice of the Holy Spirit came soft but as my thoughts begin to take over me, the Prophetic Voice of the Holy Spirit became louder and louder. My deep passion and struggle of consumption was leading me to a place of death. Of course, I could not hold on any longer. I had the nurse in the room with the paper work and the pen starring me right in my face. I had bitterness and anger pressuring me from within. I had pride and arrogance guiding my inner being. The Holy Bible says God always give us a way of escape in time of trouble. Of course, I knew the scriptures from a young age. My grandmothers (Ruthie Mae Calloway & Percie Bell Peak) use to always quote the scriptures in the form of wisdom to me and my aunt (Patricia) carried me to church at a young age. I had my mother pounding the truth in me with her ways of scolding and loud tone of voice each time I went in the wrong direction. So, truth was indeed lying dormant within me but only the nurture of love from a Spiritual mother and a protective Father (God) could bring the truth alive with in me. 

Ashes, "What do they represent?" Ashes...(Black or Grayish in color) They symbolize a place of darkness. I often refer to this place as the Darkness of the Depth of Death-- They represent a place where we have traveled with dark gloomy days and nights filled with all the seasons of our disappointments, pains & hurts.  A place where we have made a logical decision to go grieve and spiritually die. It is also the only place in our lives where we actually feel most accepted because everything in this place is familiar to us. It seems no human being is ever able to reach us in this place of the deep because we have placed walls (shielded walls of protection) to keep everyone out and only the pain within. This is a place where we become accustomed to the many negative voices and actuality give them a personal form and reality. We have the power to create, so we give the negative voices life because they keep replaying what we have already heard in life. The ole' record keeps playing: You will not amount to anything. You will be good for nothing. Nobody wants you. You are stupid. You are crazy. You have no purpose in life. You are fit for nothing but to be a whore & a bitch. No man will ever want you. You will be broke walking in lack all the days of your life. I hate you. I wish I should have never had you. I should have aborted you from the beginning. I wish you were dead. Darkness of the Depth of Death is a place where we store all of our ashes; it a place of death and it is a place where no life exist. As strange as this sounds, some how many have made this their most sacred place of comfort.  

The year 1997 of January 20th was a year for me! What am I to do with four children now as a single parent, I thought. Like it was not hard for me before, it is even much harder now. The inner voice kept replaying these thoughts. Once again the Prophetic Voice of the Holy Spirit kept saying, "Don't do it!" As a last warning before destruction, the Lord brought my cousin and her husband in the hospital room. After their arrival, the nurse finally pulled back and I could feel a bit of relief from the pressure of her presence, but her softly spoken voice said, "I have left the papers for your signature on the side table." My cousin in her intuitions of prophetic notions saying, "What papers?"  The nurse quietly rushed  out of the room. As the husband of my cousin, picked up my baby son, my cousin also picked up something--"THE PAPERS!"

Well during this time I did not know this couple was having a difficult time with child-bearing due to medical issues. Over the years, they have tried many times but it seems all hope was lost. 'But God!' Somebody say, But God! We know that one word from God can change our lives completely. The bible has an account in Isaiah 55:11,"So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it."

My cousin spoke in love after she finished reading the papers. She said to me, "cousin don't do this. This is a not from God. God has always made a way for you and those babies and he will continue to provide for you. He loves you so much!" Then, she looked at her husband holding the baby and my soul became heavy for them, but only for a brief moment because bitterness and anger were still the root of my heart. As I was lying in the hospital bed my inner thoughts had finally come to fullness and I was in full agreement with my decisions. I decided to go forth with what I felt was the best choice at that time but not once thinking of the ramifications that my selfish actions would cause me later in life. My cousin reached for the baby and as her last words of plea spoke to me, "maybe one day God will use you to carry a child for my husband and me." 

Well, surely those words come across to me as death although they were meant to be life. I was too far gone in the darkness of the depth of death for any words of life to reach me. I was not in a state of giving so in return I did not know how to receive. I was not in a state where God could begin to penetrate true beauty from within me. I was not yet ready to be liberated. I was lost, I was in a place of darkness. I had allowed my thoughts and emotions to entrap me and I was not ready to allow myself to be set free. I begin to feel very tired and restless so after a while enjoying their spiritual visit, I waited patiently for them to leave so I could just get it all over and hopefully feel better in the morning. Before they left my cousin kissed me. A warm kiss from her reminded me of how my grandmother Ruthie always kissed me on my forehead. It was a Kiss of Love; one that was supposed to speak volumes to me and bring peace and easement to my soul by saying everything will be alright. But if only grandmother Ruthie was at the hospital, but instead she was home waiting so anxiously for my arrival with the new baby so she could give him the proper blessings over his life. She had no idea what I was about to do with THE PAPERS! I was so afraid to phone her to tell her because I knew what her response would be at the time. I knew how she would take charge as a Spiritual Mother and talk me out of my very own decision.  So, I kept very silently until after I made my very own proclaimed adult selfish decisions. I waved good bye as my cousin and her husband left the hospital room. Slowly, I felt the withdrawal of the strong presence of the Prophetic Voice of the Holy Spirit as it became quieter and quieter within me, until eventually I could barely hear him. I was ready to act without any thoughts of righteousness. I picked up the call button and signal for the nurse to come in my room. I wanted to ensure this would be all over before I rolled over to take a long nap. Swiftly, she comes in the room and I told her I had decided to sign the papers. I had reached for the pen, but could not grasp it. She graciously picked it up and given it to me. I did it! I had signed the papers, not knowing my rights as a patient, but I did it. Finally, I thought it is finally over.  I actually made an adult decision all alone for once in my life; I signed the papers! The nurse carefully held the papers very closely to her and turned away and walked out of the room. Afterwards, I tried to turn over to go to sleep but the Prophetic Voice would not allow me to rest. I tossed and turned in the hospital bed in much pain. This pain was not from having a new baby, but pain from within my troubled anguish soul. I heard the Prophetic Voice as He spoke so profoundly to me. This time the Prophetic Voice really frightened me, but it was a fear of reverence. The voice sounded an alarm like that of my grandfather (Charlie) when I knew I had done something terribly wrong. The words of my grandfather and the Prophetic Voice were exactly the same. They were words spoken with a voice of authority but still in love.  The Prophetic Voice said to me, "What have you done? Because of your disobedience you shall never bare another child in the natural. But I shall make you a Spiritual mother of many."  Still not knowing my rights as a patient, I lay very cold and still in my hospital bed, grabbed a pillow and placed it over my face and I wept. It felt like I had done something terribly wrong, but in my own wisdom I just knew I was right. My tears were many like drops of a thunder storm that flooded the darkest valley. I wept and I wept until I finally fell asleep. 

My response to her:(Prophetess Whitby),

Thank you Woman of God (Prophetess Whitby) for being obedient to the Prophetic Voice of the Holy Spirit. It is indeed the Spirit of God that speaks through you... You are a Woman of Life & Truth. That very profound word you posted on my wall brought encouragement to my soul. SHALL I SAY A TIMELY WORD, INDEED! ♥

You are indeed a Spiritual Mother in authority and spoke words of inspirations to me and finally awakened the destiny that was lying dormant in my life. Many have come before her and God caused them to move swiftly out of my life because none had the MASTER KEY of Love to unlock God's purpose driven destiny for my life as you (Prophetess Whitby). Bless you Woman of God...I receive that message with love! I could recall the day when HE spoke those exact words to me on being a Spiritual Mother. I kept asking him to allow me to bear more children in the earth, but he said because of my disobedience for signing (THE PAPERS) to get a tubal ligation, I shall never bear another child in the natural but he shall make me a Spiritual Mother of many. Some may ask, "What is a tubal ligation?" A tubal ligation or tubectomy (also known as having ones "tubes tied" (ligation)] is a surgical procedure for sterilization in which it prevents a woman from being pregnant again. In other words, she becomes barren to child-bearing. Tubal ligation is considered a permanent method of sterilization; and so is birth control pills over a period of time. None of this is the plan of God for a woman. I do not care how safe the world or doctors say it is to be, but this is outside of the "Will" of God. This is only a temporary fix and leaves a  permanent spiritual scar for years to come, but  God is able to heal us over a period of time through many stages and it is often many struggles on our behalf.  

Somewhere along the years in my mind, I forgot HE, being God Almighty, spoke those words to me in 1997 after I had my last child. He is not a God that wavers in what He has spoken. I spent 9 years of my life devoted to praying for a husband and praying to have another child and even to the point of agony and pain crying like Hannah was crying out to God, but God has not changed his mind toward me. First, I did not love myself as God loved me and how could I ever find patience to love a husband and find time for a new baby. God plainly stated, Because of my disobedience I will never bear another child in the natural but He will make me a Spiritual Mother of many. I thought within myself, now something is serious wrong with God. There is no where in the bible where it mentioning of such and I know this did not come from God. I laughed! This leads me to the question, "What is a Spiritual Mother?"  "

"The Epitome of A Spiritual Mother"

Titus 2:3-5 (KJV)

3) The aged women likewise, that they be in behaviour as becometh holiness, not false accusers, not given to much wine, teachers of good things;

4) That they may teach the young women to be sober, to love their husbands, to love their children,

5) To be discreet, chaste, keepers at home, good, obedient to their own husbands, that the word of God be not blasphemed. 

 A Spiritual Mother is simply all that a natural mother is to a family, plus more. She helps point people in the right direction; and that is in God's direction. She also provide proper examples to younger women (and often older women) and young girls to teach them Christian character and their responsibility as Godly women in the society and in their home. She also labor in prayer for others, especially those she is called and assigned to spiritually by the Spirit of God. She pours love into the lives of others as they face their greatest fears and most devastating heart aches and pains. She is like a hot bowl of chicken soup to a hurt sick person with a contrite spirit, she always come to heal the soul. Oh my, don't we need Spiritual Mothers in this crucial hour! 

I have been so consumed by the thought of being married & bearing another child until I have neglected my own healing and position to be fully prepared by God to be a Spiritual Mother. I was told by several doctors I need to undergo a major surgery, but I have refused to have it because the surgery will totally ruin any changes of me every trying to play God again with my life and disqualify me to bear another child ever again in the natural, I thought. Hallelujah, oh, really, the light bulb finally fits properly in the socket! Well, God said I would never have another child in the natural anyway, but does that means I have to put my faith in man to go ahead and have the surgery to remove body parts that are not causing any problems because that is what they have medically suggested. Besides doctors are not God; their licenses only says "License to practice..." Of course not, I am not anyone lab experiment; I wholeheartedly believe in divine healing. I have seen God heal me since childhood in many areas of my life. Since 2006, God healed me after the doctor's said I would never walk again and was going to be forced to take several pills a day for my entire life, but somebody say, "But God!" I stand before you today a  healed woman in that area. I am walking again, running, and of course just about every woman's desire is to strut a pair of nice high heels shoes. Well, I have several for every day of the week since the doctors said I would never walk again. Also, I did not have to take the medication they were forcing down my throat. God is the Great Physician. God is THE HEALER. He revealed Himself to His people as Jehovah-Rapha. (The Lord your Healer, Exodus 15:26). He wants to heal those who are sick and hurting. 

God is real and He does not change; not even for the crying, righteous and pure at heart. His plans shall manifest in all of our lives and go forth because His thoughts and ways are not like ours. (Isaiah 55:8-9). He knows what is best for us as our Creator.  

Just a few days ago the Prophetic Voice of the Holy Spirit spoke and said to me that God was testing my character and for me to stay focus. What a process! When I tell you He is doing just that, I speak not from my own power and strength but from the newness He has replaced within me when he removed my ashes and delivered me from the place of darkness of the depth of death. He has given me hope and some days I still fail the test, while others I pass, but at least I see what particular areas he has to do His greatest cutting on while I am still in the Spiritual surgery room. In a dream last night, I was surrounded by all these children; lots of them and they had presents like it was my birthday; some wrapped others not. We went to this beautiful green field and sat around this table (almost a last supper event) but it was many more children. We start to sing spiritual songs as they gave me their presents for this new BIRTH day celebration. It was amazing! Then, the dream flipped and I was in the hospital room with my late grandmother, Ruthie, on the day she passed this side but went to be home with the Lord. I remember lying on her shoulders and Jesus spoke to me and said to me she was not going to stay dead; she will live. So, I wheeled her into the operating room and the nurse come in and I told her Jesus told me my granny was not going to die. Then the nurse started to use a shock method to bring her back to life. The doctor was passing by then he stopped to come see what we were doing. I asked him, "Do you believe in Jesus?" He responded with a strong voice and sparkles in his eyes, "Yes!" The doctor touched my granny's forehead and replied, it is cold. Then, I told him to touch her neck & chest because they were still warm. He did and said she is in there some where. Then, the doctor said, if Jesus said she will live then let him do his work. So the doctor soaked a large white sponge and wet my granny all over from head to toe especially in her stomach area. Then, the doctor and nurse used the machines again to shock my granny. The doctor instructed the nurse to turn up the machine volume of power to 75. A loud noise proceeded from the machine, but only this time the shock gave off a very bright sparkling light. Suddenly, my granny started to grasp for air as she was trying to breathe. As I walked the operating room praying and speaking in my heavenly languages (tongues) I was being an intercessor for my granny's new birth. Right before she started to grasp for air to breathe, I saw what I describe as a miracle right before my eyes. I saw my granny walking toward this bright light and she was smiling. Then we felt her body and more heat begin to fill her body. My granny had come back to life. She was really alive. Suddenly, the doctor spoke to me and the nurse. He said, "Don't broadcast that Jesus told us to do this because people wont believe us anyhow; only the ones that need to know what happened is the three of us  and as far as the others, God will reveal as HE pleases."

So, in the dream my granny got up after staying in the hospital care for 7 days and she was stronger than ever. She started to get dressed but I saw myself in the dream appearing as my grandmother. Then, I saw my mother as she arrived to pick me up from the hospital, but I looked like my grandmother, Ruthie. I saw my mother as she was waiting so eagerly to go to church and worship the Lord. It was really indeed a miracle.  IT WAS PHENOMENAL. Strange as this sounds, I awaken this morning to look in the mirror and I saw my grandmother Ruthie's spirit of love, patience, and modest within me. I saw her huge heart of compassion that she often demonstrated toward others. I looked closer and my hair! Oh Jesus, my hair has begun to turn snow whitish (grayish) just like my grandmother, Ruthie's hair. I am only 37 yrs old with gray hair, I thought! I know it is God working within me and he is turning my ashes into beauty. 

They say there are 3 C's in life: Choice, Chance, & Change. We must make the Choice to accept the Chance and if we want anything out of life , we have to accept the Change!  Years ago, I had to make a choice I was going to stay focused and exercise much compassion and patience by demonstrating love just as my grandmother once did when she walked the earth.  That was exactly what my granny use to do all those years I spent with her and listened as she departed pure WISDOM in me at a young age before her home-going service with the Lord. My grandmother said to me many times, “Don't let your left hand know what your right hand is doing.” I thought, another folks tale. We rarely ever take the wisdom we have gained from the elders to heart. We should! The book of Proverbs talks about how Wisdom is the principle thing. Often in life many people do not understand me because they do not know what I am doing and I do not always disclose everything all at once. I am fairly a very private person. I am a visionary person too and we never die to spiritual sight. Many people that often misunderstand me are the ones that think and operate in their own selfish understanding in the earth. Many of them have come to the notion that they have arrived and are higher in authority than others. They walk in a false illusion of wisdom and confidence, or whatever gives them fulfillment or brings life to their flesh. In reality, they are puffed up in self. It's a form of arrogance and pride and they have not chosen to let go of the fleshly man and come to a place of complete surrender so they may experience a divine healing by God, The Great Physician. The bible has an account, “I wish above all things that you prosper be in good health just as your soul prospers. (3 John 2)  Only in a place of complete submission can God begin to transform us from Ashes into Beauty. I am charged to keep praying for the people who misunderstands me because they are still in a lost place where I once found myself when I signed, “THE PAPERS” in 1997. I have chosen to pray and keep an oath of silent on some things and yet as the Holy Spirit has instructed me to do so speak on others. As you read continue reading, I pray you will allow God to equip you to begin your stage of metamorphosis and guide you to a place of complete surrender and move you to experience his freedom for your life as He has mercifully done for me. I am more at peace in my life daily than I ever have been my entire life. Trouble still knocks on my front door, but only this time I don't have to answer; I simply just send Jesus to the door. The tears still come, but only this time they are tears of gladness (Joy) instead of tears of sorrow. God was able to reach me in a place where I had gone & thought there were No RETURNS!

 
Blessings to each reader and do know you are not here by chance. You are here because God has chosen you to be his purified daughter as He takes you through the tunnel of healing. You do not have to be a filthy rag for anyone. Allow God to turn your Ashes into Beauty as He transforms you more into His Image. God love is unconditional. He loves you so much until He gave his only son, Jesus Christ for us. His love for us has never changed; he is still trying to give to us even now. Will you allow God to transform you, into the Light of Love and make you The Bride of Christ?

Until next time: I Love You & its all about REAL TALK,

Purified Daughter ♥

www.purifiedhealings.com

 

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ITS ALL IN YOUR LEVEL OF OBEDIENCE....

Whatever you are petitioning God for in this hour is locked inside your LEVEL OF OBEDIENCE.

Don't be surprised when God asks of you the impossible or that which you have said in your hearts you would not do...Just because we make up our minds to do something does not means that God has actually made up his mind to follow us...

"For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the LORD. (9) For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts. (10) For as the rain cometh down, and the snow from heaven, and returneth not thither, but watereth the earth, and maketh it bring forth and bud, that it may give seed to the sower, and bread to the eater: (11) So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it. (12) For ye shall go out with joy, and be led forth with peace: the mountains and the hills shall break forth before you into singing, and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands. (13) Instead of the thorn shall come up the fir tree, and instead of the brier shall come up the myrtle tree: and it shall be to the LORD for a name, for an everlasting sign that shall not be cut off. --Isaiah 55:8-13 (KJV)

"Thus says the LORD, "Preserve justice and do righteousness, For My salvation is about to come And My righteousness to be revealed." --Isa. 56:1 (NIV)

SPANISH:

Isaías 56:1 Spanish: Modern
Así ha dicho Jehovah: "Guardad el derecho y practicad la justicia; porque mi salvación está próxima a venir, y mi justicia pronta a ser revelada. --Isa. 56:1 (Modern)

FRENCH:

Ésaïe 56:1 French: Darby
Ainsi dit l'Éternel: Gardez le jugement, et pratiquez la justice, car mon salut est près de venir, et ma justice, d'être révélée.--Isa. 56:1 (Darby)

GERMAN:

Jesaja 56:1 German: Luther
So spricht der HERR: Haltet das Recht und tut Gerechtigkeit; denn mein Heil ist nahe, daß es komme, und meine Gerechtigkeit, daß sie offenbart werde.--Isa. 56:1 (Luther)

LATIN:

Apocalypsis 22:21 Latin: Biblia Sacra Vulgata
haec dicit Dominus custodite iudicium et facite iustitiam quia iuxta est salus mea ut veniat et iustitia mea ut reveletur--Isa. 56:1


FOLLOW THE LORD, HE HAS GIVEN YOU A WAY OUT TO LIFE (JESUS) AND HE HAS MADE HIS WORD (THE BIBLE) A LAMP TO YOUR FEET AND A LIGHT TO YOUR PATH (Psalm 119:105)

Do good and good shall follow you always and forever! Good will seek you out because of your righteousness & purity at heart.

LOVE HEALS: Speak Love for it covers a multitude of sins, and Love draws; even the most evil, hateful, bitter, stubborn hearten human. Love is the conditioner to your Soul. It softens you to a point in life where God is able to demonstrate his miracles in the earth through you so the Lord may receive all the Glory...

In Christ's love, I leave these words with you to meditate in your hearts and penetrate through your bones & marrows straight to your soul...

Until next time: I Love You & its all about REAL TALK,

Purified Daughter ♥

The inevitable end of human life is NOT death, but LIFE through CHRIST JESUS. ~quote by purified daughter 

 

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What are you picking up? Discernment or Disaster....

 

You dont have to go to the end of the cliff just to hear from God...All you have to do is tune in your Spiritual Antennas to the Station of Heaven. God is always listening, but the question is, "DO YOU HAVE A SPIRIT OF DISCERNMENT? HAVE YOU TURNED HIM IN THE ON POSITION TO GUIDE YOUR LIFE? "

The Power of Discernment is to get us to the point in our lives where we are communicating in the earth like God by operating in the Character of God & transformed into the Image of God...God's only language is LOVE, many of us speak of love yet never operate in LOVE.

God gave us the bible as a tool; or better yet, read Psalm 119...(David sums it all up).

If God gave us the bible, then we cant have a relationship with him with a CLOSED BOOK! Open the B00k, and allow his Life to flow through you; so you may become Life to others...

Sin & Death can not communicate with God, just like the past cant communicate with us...

This is my response to the past & God response to sin & death: "NO COMPREHENDO!"

Ask God for a Discerning Spirit so you may be aware of what is going on around you in a world of chaos & confusion... 

Bless you,

Purified Daughter